[Raleigh doesn't stop, just grabs the Doctor by the shoulders when he gets back to his feet, like he's going to shove him into the console he loves so fucking much, until he gets it and brings her back.
Maybe it's just because he's so close to the Doctor now but he finally seems to catch something of what's coming out of his mouth. Save her from what? What the hell is going on here? What did you do? Doctor, I don't understand, I can't even think right now, bring her back, bring her back, fix this.]
You need to tell me what's going on.
[He doesn't let go of the jacket, keeps the material bunched between fists, curling tighter and tighter and where is she.]
ASKJDHAKSJHDKJHF STOP it's because you give me so many beautiful things to work with ;~;
[ The Doctor doesn't struggle, not in the face of such pain -- but it's time you understand, Raleigh, that the Doctor will break you to save you both, that there is no question of whether he'd do it again or not.
I'm sorry, he says, because he is, but it's cold comfort and sometimes he forgets how very human Raleigh and Mako both are, one condensed unit, one soul in two bodies and he can never begin to imagine the profoundness of such a thing.
His hand comes up to close around Raleigh's wrist then, not to urge him to let go, but to force him to listen; irrationality, Raleigh, it's clouding your judgement -- or perhaps the Doctor's just that inhuman. ] I have enemies. And some of them have discovered a way to get to me, and it's through the both of you.
[ Listen. Listen, because he's beginning to understand the true depth of Raleigh's bond with Mako, he's beginning to understand how this, too, can be used. ]
I don't know who they are yet, but I'm going to find out. And when I do, Raleigh the Ranger, we are going to show them why taking Mako from us is such a bad idea.
[ The TARDIS shudders, and the Doctor looks back at the monitor, his expression unreadable, sunken in. Underestimated, indeed, because even now, Mako's at their door -- she's still trying to reach out to them, to Raleigh. The connection might be broken but he'd underestimated their tenacity, the bond that had set them as one. ]
[He can't-- the Doctor can't do that to them. He can't break them apart like he has, Raleigh doesn't understand what Mako has to do with the Doctor's enemies. And why didn't they take him? They should have taken him because it's breaking his heart and his mind to know that Mako's lost and who knows what she's experiencing right now and that's just such a foreign concept to him that his mind is outright rejecting it.
Raleigh's hands tighten on the Doctor's jacket when the TARDIS shudders, what the hell is that, why is your time machine doing this, where is she where is she, what did you drag us into. He wants to shake the Doctor, make him look at him, and fix this right this second.]
I DIE BECAUSE OF MY AWE
Maybe it's just because he's so close to the Doctor now but he finally seems to catch something of what's coming out of his mouth. Save her from what? What the hell is going on here? What did you do? Doctor, I don't understand, I can't even think right now, bring her back, bring her back, fix this.]
You need to tell me what's going on.
[He doesn't let go of the jacket, keeps the material bunched between fists, curling tighter and tighter and where is she.]
ASKJDHAKSJHDKJHF STOP it's because you give me so many beautiful things to work with ;~;
I'm sorry, he says, because he is, but it's cold comfort and sometimes he forgets how very human Raleigh and Mako both are, one condensed unit, one soul in two bodies and he can never begin to imagine the profoundness of such a thing.
His hand comes up to close around Raleigh's wrist then, not to urge him to let go, but to force him to listen; irrationality, Raleigh, it's clouding your judgement -- or perhaps the Doctor's just that inhuman. ] I have enemies. And some of them have discovered a way to get to me, and it's through the both of you.
[ Listen. Listen, because he's beginning to understand the true depth of Raleigh's bond with Mako, he's beginning to understand how this, too, can be used. ]
I don't know who they are yet, but I'm going to find out. And when I do, Raleigh the Ranger, we are going to show them why taking Mako from us is such a bad idea.
[ The TARDIS shudders, and the Doctor looks back at the monitor, his expression unreadable, sunken in. Underestimated, indeed, because even now, Mako's at their door -- she's still trying to reach out to them, to Raleigh. The connection might be broken but he'd underestimated their tenacity, the bond that had set them as one. ]
NO YOU DO
Raleigh's hands tighten on the Doctor's jacket when the TARDIS shudders, what the hell is that, why is your time machine doing this, where is she where is she, what did you drag us into. He wants to shake the Doctor, make him look at him, and fix this right this second.]
What do I have to do?