[Somehow that's worse. That's worse than losing Chuck in the first place. It's worse to have Chuck's eyes and his scowl staring him in the face but for the other man to not have any idea of who Raleigh is. Who they were. Who even Chuck was.
Raleigh thinks that he could accept it better if this was Chuck deciding that he didn't give a shit and that he sold out for the money. Because on some level, maybe he kind of expected something like that and he can be pissed at him for it. Can fight back. But this?
How can he fight someone who doesn't even know who he is? He's not mad, he's just heartbroken.]
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Raleigh thinks that he could accept it better if this was Chuck deciding that he didn't give a shit and that he sold out for the money. Because on some level, maybe he kind of expected something like that and he can be pissed at him for it. Can fight back. But this?
How can he fight someone who doesn't even know who he is? He's not mad, he's just heartbroken.]
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