[No. He doesn't know how it feels. Only has an idea of it because he has echos of her pain ringing around his head because they never found Yancy's body. He never had anything to say goodbye to and selfishly, he thinks that he would have rather have had a dead body to cling to and cry on than to have the ringing silence in his head that followed for weeks after that night.
But this isn't about him and Yancy, it's about him and Mako and he's never told anyone that he's pretty sure he actually died there for a little while before his brother's ghost or spirit or memory or whatever kicked his butt back to breathing. Because it makes him sound crazy. But that's what Raleigh remembers. There's not much he remembers after hitting the escape pod button but he remembers Yancy, Yancy hugging him and then pushing him away because nope. Not happening right now, kiddo. Love you but get the fuck back there.
Hasn't even told Mako because who knows, he's selfish and anything of Yancy is like precious gold to him. He can't say, yeah I'm pretty sure I died too to her, not when she's upset like this.]
Yeah, because you have a death grip. [Raleigh says instead, running a hand over the back of her head, trying to be soothing.]
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But this isn't about him and Yancy, it's about him and Mako and he's never told anyone that he's pretty sure he actually died there for a little while before his brother's ghost or spirit or memory or whatever kicked his butt back to breathing. Because it makes him sound crazy. But that's what Raleigh remembers. There's not much he remembers after hitting the escape pod button but he remembers Yancy, Yancy hugging him and then pushing him away because nope. Not happening right now, kiddo. Love you but get the fuck back there.
Hasn't even told Mako because who knows, he's selfish and anything of Yancy is like precious gold to him. He can't say, yeah I'm pretty sure I died too to her, not when she's upset like this.]
Yeah, because you have a death grip. [Raleigh says instead, running a hand over the back of her head, trying to be soothing.]
I'm fine now though.